who wants to hear a story?
8D yay story time.

Once upon a time there was a boy and a girl,
The girl would smile and wave to the boy everyday in the halls at their school.
One day the boy started to walk the girl to class.
They became friends;
Best friends.
The boy was gay, the girl was bisexual.
This was fine, they shared everything with each other.
The girl started to like the boy.
ans the boy started to become confused;
he would later find he liked the girl too.
For three years they could not be separated.
the boy attempted to vanish and got sent away.
The girl felt like dying;
She felt lost;
A desire arose in her.
A desire she long forgotten she had as a girl.
the boy came back, all was well, the boy got sent away once more.
The girl fell apart became broken, ill.
She tried many ways to vanish, to get away.
She found an escape, but it resulted in trauma.
She developed tantrums, this was her escape.
Her means of getting away from the pain.
She found a better means, a girl.
Two girls started talking.
The girl started get a crush.
Nervous to talk about it.
Her past in the situation only ever ended terribly.
The other girl was a mystery.
A late night the girls confessed.
Two days later night and day collided and became dawn.
All was well in the world the girl was living in.
One day, the boy came back to visit to see if he would be allowed back.
The boy and girl reunited.
The boy had his arms around the girls waist,
she felt uneasy.
He tried to kiss her,
the girl being vulnerable and an easy target managed to turn away.
"Please don't...."
she whispered.
They talked for a while longer before he tried again. she pushed him away.
Keeping her head away, she explained.
"I have somebody else."
Slight pain filled the boy.
but he forced a smile and hugged the girl,
and whispered "congratulations. I'm happy."
The girl left that night, uneasy.
She was being told by her friends to just go with the boy.
Her other wouldn't know.
The girl just shook her head and said, "No. I can't do that. I won't do that."
She fought with her friends over it.
Months later the girl got mad at the other girl,
no reason in particular, just mad.
The other girl called the girl.
And when they hung up the girl held onto her phone,
and cried, and whispered "I love you."
The two girls talked again, and the three words were said.
The girl never felt so vulnerable, open, before.
This was a first.
Her greatest fear had become her reality.
but the words were returned.
and the girl was happier than before.
Fall soon came around,
The girl was getting tired of school,
the people there,
the friends who kept trying to kiss her.
She demanded respect or her love.
And to her surprise she got it.
Weeks later the girl went to a party.
She could have hit on any person there.
Kissed any person, anyone.
But she didn't.
All she did was cry about how she loved the other girl.
How she couldn't believe she broke a promise.
All she could talk about was the other girl.
Which in the end is what turned the others away from kissing or hitting on her.
Seeing she was not available.
Still having the drunken decency not to try anything.
A few weeks later, yet again, the girl and the other girl had a talk.
The girl felt her heart break a little.
It hurt.
she couldn't breathe.
she felt like she was being crushed.
She held her breath and refused to breathe.
She shook her head against the phone and refused to accept what she was hearing.
after all was done, and things seemed to clear..
Two days later she's told the same thing.
The girl snapped.
She cried.
She had a fit.
Her mind set was to vanish.
Her words are true, kid you not.
The girl remained faithful for half a year.
Temptation being high.
Not once giving in, though it was her weakest point.
She felt like her whole world was crashing in on her.
She didn't want to be around.
She nearly broke the means of communication with the other girl.
she deleted everything she could on that phone.
She cried more.
She couldn't see,
She couldn't breathe.
She hurt.
The next day the other girl told her that it wasn't over.
The girl got some hope back.
'This is like a roller coaster' the girl thought.
But she was starting to become happy again.
But that was only going to last a few hours.
The girl got a message, a message she knew was bound to happen.
What followed it is what set her off.
The girl grew more and more angry.
She grew more and more savage.
The girl didn't want to lose the other girl,
To some person whom the other can have contact with.
The girl found it unfair,
She never had the chance to make the contact she wanted.
She knew it would be far better than that of the person.
But there was a problem in proving that,
The girl lived in a different place.
The girl didn't want to lose this feeling,
the feeling of loving and being loved.
The girl was never in love with the boy like she had assumed.
She was in love with the idea of being in love.
What she felt with the other girl was true.
It is honest.
The girl only hopes the other girl can understand this fact.
The girl has plans set,
Only a few more months.
They have been flying by so fast,
"whose to say these won't fly by just as fast" thought the girl.
and she was right, the days go by quickly.
It's nearing Winter,
only six more months to wait.
that's all she needs.
To make her words clear and hope words can do enough.
Til she can close the distance.
The girl tries, to hold her head high.
She'll bite her tongue; keep her mouth closed.
Determined not to lose;
Though she feels like she already lost.
She continues to fight, try her best,
To prove she's worth the wait.

the end.